Ive been pretending…
The laugh… The smile… The giggly I have is fake
The truth is Im crushed, numb, bummed and hurt
Ive tried to be tough and strong
Now, I am tired of trying
I aint that strong and tough
What left of me is falling…
I dunno when Ill get better… Probably… Never…
He left the scars which will never fade
All I got here is hate him…
Hate how he broke this heart.
Hate how he treated me I was the one
Hate how he cared for me
Last… I fucking HATE that I still love him with the all little pieces.
I know, Im so damn fucking fool… why I should love him still if he doesnt care for me.
I can hide this feeling from my girls
but i cant hide and and lie what i feel inside
I dunno what to do
Im soo dying
Ps: Girls, Sorry…. I aint strong enough for this one